Sunday, April 22, 2007

Well, it' time...huh~~~

And...I'm nervous for this coming semester.

Seriously.

Although it's just going to be like 2 months & a half, it's my decision to take the 2 levels of Arabic classes simultaneously anyway.

I mean I have survived during my matriculation days and I certainly remember the fear of not getting the Arabic words right in class because our lecturer was so fond with randomly selected people in class during question-answer session and... I had always been so anxious till the end of the semester. Terrible headache.

Hurm.

May be I can deal with the 1st level but to carry that weight of positivity 4 level II, ermmmm...I'm not sure just yet.

Not that I can't reserve the Arabic level II for next semester, which btw, is my final semester ^_^, BUT the thing is by taking both classes, I probably can push myself a little bit harder focusing on just the language. And of course, I definitely do not want to put myself at risk that I may fail the subject if I do it in my final sem, especially for Arabic level II (heard that the lecturer is a tough one too, just GREAT...). Yeah I might have to resit the exam or worse...go thru another tedious sem just for Arabic. It sure is a nightmare, I'm scared...

No turning back. Face it.

Now I'm thinking...may be I shud've taken Arabic when I was still in my 1st year, during the time when I was struggling so hard to finish off my BM, Intensive Writing, Integrated Skills and Tilawah classes. Basically, those classes that need early & quick attention from you, finish off every subject b4 you begin to concentrate on your major subjects. I mean, at least, I tot so too. Otherwise, I wouldn't have to worry that much right now.

But, too late 4 that. See, procrastination is never good.

I'm worried...God, help me survive...!!!

P/S: Tgh punggah sume nota Arab time matric dolu2 nih, fuh~ hurm? uhuk...uhuk...uhuk...! Berhabuk...Takleh harap...huh~~~



3 comments:

Bambi Starlight said...

weee! am posting!

Awww....fahaaaam sangat about arabic..me too, baru je punggah balik nota arabic matric ngan level 1...ustad level 2 garang...takut...

aZeeLia said...

aaaaahhhh....noOoOoOo...

Anonymous said...

Keep up the good work.