Another year has come,woOhoO...!
Teruk betul kan...dah nak abes bln January nih baru nak post 4 the year 2007,adeh...
Right...Obviously,this is my first entry for 2007 & I hope I can keep my blog going with a
SPLASH throughout the year,Weeee~~~
*even if this is a late entry, I still want to wish u all a HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!, muacks*
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2007 signifies my new phase of life & living towards the age of 23, I want to be a better person, challenge myself to do things I should have done long,long time ago & things I thought are impossible to get them done. Uh-huh, sound pretty yadaa,yadaa...but I am hoping though...
*well...that's what I thought...for now ^_^*
This new semester, I am officially a final year student, cool hor...? There's going 2 be another 2 semesters 2 go & then I'm off to Pluto!!! Dop de Dop de Dop...
Rase mcm kejap je kan...time passes so swiftly, I thought it was just yerterday that I've shifted to main campus, here, in Gombak. Rase mcm hari tuh je me, yas, farah, sha, nairus, safia lepak kat Genting...had a really good time together *teringat time kite sume amik pic dpn fountain tuh...* sungguh memorable...
Throughout the years kat UIA nih, mcm2 dah kita lalui. Hepi, sedey...semua yer utk buat kita sedar, kite bkn mcm budak2 sekolah lagik & over the years, kite become mature, aware ngan surroundings & that... life IS tough.
Ape yg dilalui kat Matric seolah2 mcm sukar sgt nak kekalkan bile dah kat Gombak nih. Masing2 dgn perangai masing2, each with our own expectations, apatah lagik, dok kolej jauh2. Tapi...most of the time, kite berubah atas nama persahabatan. It's undeniably true, things changed & things would change, for the better or for worse but do we have enough guts 2 face the reality...? Terutama sekali, realiti tentang diri kita & how we interact with others...?
Salu je terpikir, do we get to see each other again after graduation...? I don't wish friendships I've built for more that 3 years just puff! like that bile dah blah dari UIA. Biarlah kite menerima masing2 dgn hati terbuka, honest,ikhlas & positive because persahabatan itu ader its ups & downs.
Bocor sane...bocor sini...tuh,biasaQ lor kan...
I know I've changed as a person in every aspect...I've been through a lot & I'm proud aku masih on the right track. God still loves me...and what others perceive me probably have changed too tapi yg penting, aku tau aku masih ader pegangan diri lagi.
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Sejak the last relationship, aku sebenar yer dah serik nak menjalin hubungan kapel2 nih. Lagi saat genting mcm nih, nak grad sume... Tambah lagi ngan assignments yg berlambak2. Byk sgt committments, byk sgt responsibilities & sacrifices of various forms kene go through...Kadang2 terpikir jugak, berbaloi ke menjalinkan hubungan cinta pada waktu ini...?
Apatah lagik apabila hubungan yg terjalin dahulu 4 more than 3 years hilang ntah kemane...penah tak dgr; Kawan hanya untuk berkapeL...? Bagi sesetengah org, mungkin akan m'hadapi kesukaran utk berkwn ngan si dia yg penah kita cintai dgn sepenuh jiwa & raga. Kenangan indah, pahit sume pasti akan menerjah, probably every second bile kite spend time ngan si dia (ex) bile dah break up.
Some pulak, bende mcm ni tak m'jadi masalah; bersikap professional terhadap bekas pasangan yg penah bertakhta di hati kita tuh; berkwn seperti yg dilalui b4 bertukar menjadi pasangan kekasih. Mungkin benar, hilang boyfriend takpe, jgn hilang kawan. Tapi bile kite anggap boyfriend kita seperti kwn baik kita mcm mane pulak...? konpius gue... Situasi perpisahan & definisi persabatan turut berubah for both parties, that's 4 sure.
Usia pon semakin meningkat, zaman2 cinta monyet dah lepas, it's time for the real world, real relationship. Itu aku tak nafikan. Of course, marriage is another story lar kan tp basically, mampukah kita mengekalkan hubungan cinta sehingga ke jinjang pelamin...?
Jodoh,hurm...
-_- l l l l
*Hidup tanpa lelaki pon bosan jugak, at least aku rase mcm tuh...Tapi buat mase nih, hati ini sedang berbunga2 kerana si DIA...
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Semester nih subjects yg aku amik sume takdela horror sgt...tp horror la jugaks...especially EAP (English for Academic Purposes),huhu~~
Sounds so gempak kan...lagik gempak lagik horror,isk3x...ingatkan dah majoring in English nih tak payah la nak susah2 amik subject English lagik...tambah2 kat martic dulu dah amik dah subject cenggini.Mase memula came for the class, me tot kelas mcm English biase...y'know,like buat essay berlambak2...blaja grammar...listening skill ke hape tuh haaa...
Sekali...mmg salah sangka betik...kitaorg diarahkan buat a complete research paper contained 2500 words keh...nak mamposs??!!! bkn tuh je...kene cari references byk2,nak latest plaks tuh...lagik2 tajuk related dgn course kitaorg...mau nak cari satu library tuh...pening dah aku nih...semlm baru je anta Outline research paper tuh.Tak tau laaa...main buat je.Ni dah masuk kali ke-4 aku tukar topic assignment nih. Ni la jugak akibat yer bile disuruh pilih tajuk sendiri, tergapai2 jugak aku dibuat yer.
Kebetulan pulaks,sem ni aku amik Research Methodology...ni pon subject horror jugaks.Nak paham tuh mcm nak paham Mathematics...aku ni mmg lemah maths. Dari skool dulu, tak dapek nak buat ape dah. Subject ni plaks byk nau concepts nak paham, tp untung laaa dpt lecturer yg begitu dedicated & kelakar gaban giler ^_^ Takdela nak stress sgt, cume aku terpakse bgn pepagi nak pi kelas tuh, kelas tuh starts at 8.30am tapi...aku kene ader kat situ at least 45mins lebey awal...nak berebut tempat kata...seksa gaks loh...takpela,cikgu best,heeee~~
oh erm! dressing cikgu tuh mmg "classic" giler...aku rase suar yg die pakai tuh time die masih muda remaja kot, ala2 70s gitu, ketat sey...tp he looks cute on it...y'know old man with great sense of humour, dressing cam cute2 tuh, olololoOoOo...
Lagik 1 subject yg tak kureng seriau yer...is US History.Mmg bkn dlm plan nak amik subjek nih pon tp subject alternative lain dah closed section (kelas dah pnuh). Kang tak amik, dah takde mase nak amik subjek lain plaks, dah nak grad nih, baik jgn byk songeh hor...Berblk kpd US History nih, untung gaks dpt lecturer yg tahap expert giler...nama die Dr. Kopanski,org Poland nih...dah kate org asing, amik mase gak nak paham percakapan die ni, tp bley la nak paham info2 penting, nasib baik gaks kelakar gaban, tak stress sgt,hehehe...! Die pon jenis org tua yg mmg suke buat aksi2 lawak yg mmg cute, ololoOoOLOoOo...
* Next week, ader midterm plaks, kene hapal peta America tuh, kedudukan die sume...yg horror yer, dah la oral test. Adeh...geografi laaa yg aku paling lemah...bkn tuh je, nak kene ingat segala2 yer psl indian tribe nih, aku kene buat psl HURON tribal Indian...
Ni la sejarah, nak mengingat tuh mencabar betik...huh~~
Selain subjects diatas, aku amik Feature Writing & American Literature, hurm...both pon kira boleh tahan gaks cabaran getir die tuh...cume FW mmg super jumbo bosan...sume yer disebabkan lecturer tuh...baik mmg baik tapi aduhai saleha...mengajar sambey duduk...dah tuh plaks, penggunaan bahasa Inggeris, rase yer aku lagik up sket kot, isk3x...mmg disappoint jugaks cos kate feature writing...English kene hebat nak tulis2 articles tuh sume.Nasib2...nak tak nak, kene go thru gak ngan die. All the more reason nak ponteng kelas die nih, tsk3x...noty2...Tp mmg tabik la lecturer 4 American Lit...so damn funny, so freaking giler2!
Mmg tak sia2 pi kelas mlm m'ngadap cikgu tuh, secara tak lngsung, subjek tuh jadi best.
* Literature ni klau tak iya2,mmg bosan + stress + sleepy + gaban = permanent head damage
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Sepatot yer nak kene pi library ni, nak cari bahan for EAP,aduhai...lemah betik O_o
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