I had my haircut this morning and feels so much better now with the new look. Although not much of a change but at least I have a few fringes, hihihi...
Monday, September 29, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Semlm & hari ni, aku terperap je kat umah. Ni pon kira baru baik demam, huhu~ Tersgt la lega sbb dah cuti raye, woohooo...! Lega & happy smpai menitis airmataku *lap2 pipi...sobs*
Sejak start kelas MBA aku last 14 July ari tuh, tak penah la nak enjoy weekends ngan aman lagik bahagia; ader je assignments nak buat, ader je discussions. Walaupon aku amik 4 subjects je, workload cam aku amik 10 subjects. Otak pon asik jammed je, rupa pon dah tak terurus. Stress level meningkat secara mendadak. Seb baik tak migrain. And byk gak movie2 best tak sempat nak tgk sbb byk keje (ni pon penting)
And almost every day lar aku bertapa, melepak, melantak, melangok kat resource room tuh. Buat pengetahuan pembaca yg kukasihi sekalian, resource room ni terletak dlm building yg dikenali sebagai Management Centre. Kalau korunk budak UIA, mesti kenal Celcom Building. Haaa..situ laa. Aku rase the only reason yg aku suke-dlm-terpakse bertapa kat resource room tuh adalah disebabkan free wireless internet connection, hee~ Aku rase tak free pon, dah masuk dlm tuition fee aku kot, hmmmph...
Klau nak dibandingkan mane2 tempat kat UIA yg aku pegi, connection yer takdela selaju cam kat resource room nih. Tapi aku tak tau laa, mungkin ader kawasan2 kat UIA tuh ader fast connection. Yg pasti, tuh la sbb yer. Salu yer aku akan mula sesi bertapa aku dlm kul 10am & stay smpai la time kelas dari 6.30 till 10pm. Kira aku blk hostel dah mlm. Dah tuh plaks, hostelku kat Ruqayyah yg nun jauh disane, kekadang tuh mmg excercise la aku memlm. Aku pon kene lar pikir, aku akan lagik slim pas jalan nih, hikhikhik...
Bosan tuh takyah ckp lar. Dlm bosan2 tuh gaks, terpakse lar aku mengharungi lautan ribut ngan tabah yer T_T
Tahun ni jugaks, aku rase pose cam kejap je. Rase cam baru semlm je start pose. Ni plaks a couple more days nak raye. Mana tak yer, kelas tiap2 ari mlm, siang buat assignment/homework. Kerun pon smpai dah abih air liur ckp,
"Korunk ni tak abih2 assignment, ader je keje..."
Nasib la kerun, dah kate MBA. Bak kate classmate aku, Master Banyak Assignment, hikhikhik...ter-rhyme lar plaks. So, most of the time, berbuke ngan kengkawan. Kira bley kira la aku berbuka ngan family. Seb baik gak la family paham ngan kesibukan aku nih. Aduhai...sori mama.
Tapi bile pikir balik, seronok jugaks pose tahun nih, dpt berbuke ngan geng2 baru, geng2 sengal, geng2 rajin belajar, geng2 ketawa terbahak2 (aku termasuk lar tuh), & yg paling obvious geng2 foreigners. Yg paling seronok, salu sgt buke kat none other than resource room. Tempat ni dah mcm bilik aku dah, tinggal nak letak tilam ngan bantal je, hahahahahaa...~
Yang beza yer time undergrad & skang ni, aku dah tak byk mase free. Kalau dulu, pas kelas je,terus cabut tgk movie. Tak tgk movie pon, lepak2 memane yg best. Almost tiap2 mlm lepak kat NZ ku yg tersayang (teh tarik mmg takleh lawan). Hidup ni cam aku yg conquer. Plus, geng2 sengal aku pon salu buat hidup ni sentiasa ceria; despite all the ups and downs, bile diaorg takde skang ni, rase rindu plaks. Rindu gosip menggosip, rindu gaduh2, rindu poyo mempoyo, rindu tido reramai, rindu tgk diaorg smokok (note: aku tgk je erk...tak masuk campur,hmmmh).Skang ni masing2 ader commitments yg lagik penting, harapkan stay in touch over the phone je lor. Tuh pon cam dah susah je *sigh*
Tapi throughout the last few months nih, byk bende baru aku belajar. Bkn setakat course yg aku amik nih (haaa...yg ni aku explain later), tapi aku byk experience bende2 lain & kebanyakkan yer dari segi aspek sosial. Sume2 ni pon byk mengajar aku erti kematangan & perasaan.
Lepas raye nih, ader seminggu lagik kelas. Pastuh dah kene ngadap final exam, huhu~ Cepat yer 1 sem nak abih. Mungkin disebabkan byk keje, masa pon berlalu ngan pantas. Tak sedar pose pon nak berakhir, raye plaks nak dekat, umur pon meningkat...uiks,ape kene mengena ngan umo...huahuahua :p
Ni aku nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya to sume yg mengenali diri ini. Aku mintak maap la bebyk kalau aku ader buat sesape terase hati, majok ngan aku ke...yg jauh hati ngan aku ke...mintak maap byk2 keh. Aku tau aku manusia biase, tak terlepas dari buat kesilapan. Halalkan makan minum aku erk...
P/s: Ni apsal lar aku bau jiran sebelah masak cookie memlm buta nih...bau cam Famous Amos plaks dah nih. Adoi...lapar.
Sejak start kelas MBA aku last 14 July ari tuh, tak penah la nak enjoy weekends ngan aman lagik bahagia; ader je assignments nak buat, ader je discussions. Walaupon aku amik 4 subjects je, workload cam aku amik 10 subjects. Otak pon asik jammed je, rupa pon dah tak terurus. Stress level meningkat secara mendadak. Seb baik tak migrain. And byk gak movie2 best tak sempat nak tgk sbb byk keje (ni pon penting)
And almost every day lar aku bertapa, melepak, melantak, melangok kat resource room tuh. Buat pengetahuan pembaca yg kukasihi sekalian, resource room ni terletak dlm building yg dikenali sebagai Management Centre. Kalau korunk budak UIA, mesti kenal Celcom Building. Haaa..situ laa. Aku rase the only reason yg aku suke-dlm-terpakse bertapa kat resource room tuh adalah disebabkan free wireless internet connection, hee~ Aku rase tak free pon, dah masuk dlm tuition fee aku kot, hmmmph...
Klau nak dibandingkan mane2 tempat kat UIA yg aku pegi, connection yer takdela selaju cam kat resource room nih. Tapi aku tak tau laa, mungkin ader kawasan2 kat UIA tuh ader fast connection. Yg pasti, tuh la sbb yer. Salu yer aku akan mula sesi bertapa aku dlm kul 10am & stay smpai la time kelas dari 6.30 till 10pm. Kira aku blk hostel dah mlm. Dah tuh plaks, hostelku kat Ruqayyah yg nun jauh disane, kekadang tuh mmg excercise la aku memlm. Aku pon kene lar pikir, aku akan lagik slim pas jalan nih, hikhikhik...
Bosan tuh takyah ckp lar. Dlm bosan2 tuh gaks, terpakse lar aku mengharungi lautan ribut ngan tabah yer T_T
Tahun ni jugaks, aku rase pose cam kejap je. Rase cam baru semlm je start pose. Ni plaks a couple more days nak raye. Mana tak yer, kelas tiap2 ari mlm, siang buat assignment/homework. Kerun pon smpai dah abih air liur ckp,
"Korunk ni tak abih2 assignment, ader je keje..."
Nasib la kerun, dah kate MBA. Bak kate classmate aku, Master Banyak Assignment, hikhikhik...ter-rhyme lar plaks. So, most of the time, berbuke ngan kengkawan. Kira bley kira la aku berbuka ngan family. Seb baik gak la family paham ngan kesibukan aku nih. Aduhai...sori mama.
Tapi bile pikir balik, seronok jugaks pose tahun nih, dpt berbuke ngan geng2 baru, geng2 sengal, geng2 rajin belajar, geng2 ketawa terbahak2 (aku termasuk lar tuh), & yg paling obvious geng2 foreigners. Yg paling seronok, salu sgt buke kat none other than resource room. Tempat ni dah mcm bilik aku dah, tinggal nak letak tilam ngan bantal je, hahahahahaa...~
Yang beza yer time undergrad & skang ni, aku dah tak byk mase free. Kalau dulu, pas kelas je,terus cabut tgk movie. Tak tgk movie pon, lepak2 memane yg best. Almost tiap2 mlm lepak kat NZ ku yg tersayang (teh tarik mmg takleh lawan). Hidup ni cam aku yg conquer. Plus, geng2 sengal aku pon salu buat hidup ni sentiasa ceria; despite all the ups and downs, bile diaorg takde skang ni, rase rindu plaks. Rindu gosip menggosip, rindu gaduh2, rindu poyo mempoyo, rindu tido reramai, rindu tgk diaorg smokok (note: aku tgk je erk...tak masuk campur,hmmmh).Skang ni masing2 ader commitments yg lagik penting, harapkan stay in touch over the phone je lor. Tuh pon cam dah susah je *sigh*
Tapi throughout the last few months nih, byk bende baru aku belajar. Bkn setakat course yg aku amik nih (haaa...yg ni aku explain later), tapi aku byk experience bende2 lain & kebanyakkan yer dari segi aspek sosial. Sume2 ni pon byk mengajar aku erti kematangan & perasaan.
Lepas raye nih, ader seminggu lagik kelas. Pastuh dah kene ngadap final exam, huhu~ Cepat yer 1 sem nak abih. Mungkin disebabkan byk keje, masa pon berlalu ngan pantas. Tak sedar pose pon nak berakhir, raye plaks nak dekat, umur pon meningkat...uiks,ape kene mengena ngan umo...huahuahua :p
Ni aku nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya to sume yg mengenali diri ini. Aku mintak maap la bebyk kalau aku ader buat sesape terase hati, majok ngan aku ke...yg jauh hati ngan aku ke...mintak maap byk2 keh. Aku tau aku manusia biase, tak terlepas dari buat kesilapan. Halalkan makan minum aku erk...
P/s: Ni apsal lar aku bau jiran sebelah masak cookie memlm buta nih...bau cam Famous Amos plaks dah nih. Adoi...lapar.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
Pagi nih aku tak gi keje. Penat gaban. Aku amik off sbb nak cover balik cycle tido aku yg huru hara.
Sejak kelas mba started officially last week, aku smbung baki keje aku smpai akhir bulan july nih. Sebelum nih, aku mintak off for 5 weeks utk kelas pre-mba, sbb kelas pagi. Selama 5 minggu tuh la, aku rase best giler tak keje,hehehe...
Tp skang nih, dah start actual mba classes, frankly speaking, serious penat, buat keje 2 in 1. Kira dah 2 minggu gaks laa, aku tak tido ngan best yer, huhu...Dah tuh plak,keje dari kul 7am smpai 1.30pm. Then terus shoot gi uia terbang ngan lrt k.j to terminal gombak.
Sadis2...nak muntah aku naik lrt lelame, seb baik ader ipod aku nih, walaupon dok pusing main lagu same jew, huhu~
Kelas aku starts at 6.30-10pm. So bley imagine lar betapa busuk yer aku pakai baju tak tukar2 & tak mandi dari pagi smpai mlm.
Nasib baik tinggal 4 ari b4 aku quit keje,if not, teruk gak la kehidupan aku, ke hulur ke hilir nak travel dari tmpat keje (The Curve) to uia. Ader kete takpe gaks. Tp ader kete pon tak reti2 nak bwk, hahahaha~Harap ulat beluncas je iaitu lrt. Sekian.
Of course,yg tak best yer,duit tak masuk lagik pasni.terpaksa lar berharap kat mama. bab nih yg paling leceh, jap lagik nak beli bende2 merepek,susah laaa,huhu~oleh sbb aku nih mmg anak yg tersgt baik, aku mmg jarang mintak kat mama. lagik2 time skang when i'm supposed to be able to support myself, malu sey...
ni baru 2 minggu aku keje & belajar at the same time, rase nak patah tulang belakang aku nih. jadi aku rase seelok yer biar ler aku benti keje & focus je kat studies tuh.agak2 aku pokai nnti, pandai2 lar aku cari keje part time weekend or something.
wokey, ni nak smbung titon.
muacks to all~
Sejak kelas mba started officially last week, aku smbung baki keje aku smpai akhir bulan july nih. Sebelum nih, aku mintak off for 5 weeks utk kelas pre-mba, sbb kelas pagi. Selama 5 minggu tuh la, aku rase best giler tak keje,hehehe...
Tp skang nih, dah start actual mba classes, frankly speaking, serious penat, buat keje 2 in 1. Kira dah 2 minggu gaks laa, aku tak tido ngan best yer, huhu...Dah tuh plak,keje dari kul 7am smpai 1.30pm. Then terus shoot gi uia terbang ngan lrt k.j to terminal gombak.
Sadis2...nak muntah aku naik lrt lelame, seb baik ader ipod aku nih, walaupon dok pusing main lagu same jew, huhu~
Kelas aku starts at 6.30-10pm. So bley imagine lar betapa busuk yer aku pakai baju tak tukar2 & tak mandi dari pagi smpai mlm.
Nasib baik tinggal 4 ari b4 aku quit keje,if not, teruk gak la kehidupan aku, ke hulur ke hilir nak travel dari tmpat keje (The Curve) to uia. Ader kete takpe gaks. Tp ader kete pon tak reti2 nak bwk, hahahaha~Harap ulat beluncas je iaitu lrt. Sekian.
Of course,yg tak best yer,duit tak masuk lagik pasni.terpaksa lar berharap kat mama. bab nih yg paling leceh, jap lagik nak beli bende2 merepek,susah laaa,huhu~oleh sbb aku nih mmg anak yg tersgt baik, aku mmg jarang mintak kat mama. lagik2 time skang when i'm supposed to be able to support myself, malu sey...
ni baru 2 minggu aku keje & belajar at the same time, rase nak patah tulang belakang aku nih. jadi aku rase seelok yer biar ler aku benti keje & focus je kat studies tuh.agak2 aku pokai nnti, pandai2 lar aku cari keje part time weekend or something.
wokey, ni nak smbung titon.
muacks to all~
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Finally it's Sunday...sigh~
Best yer dapat dok umah, relax2, tenangkan fikiran yg constantly berserabut nih, huhu~ Alhamdullillah, aku nih sihat lagik, takde migrain although aku nih cepat rase distress, affecting only my menstrual circle at times.
Mama & my bros sume went Seremban, accompanying my 1st bro, Iwan, to an interview held in hotel mane ntah. I didn't catch the name of it. Mama ajak gi same, but malas lar plaks. Lagipon, bkn senang dpt relak kat umah nih. Plus, my other bros ade teman mama, so takdela risau sgt. Mmg aku tak suke pon, mama drive jauh2. But I was told, Iwan yg nak drive, so okey la jugak. So Mama takyah pusing2 cari jalan, hehe...
So yea, all alone at home with Buckcherry's Sorry filled the quietness, stretching lazily on my bed, updating the blog. *grins & looks around the room simultaneously*
Huh...bila la dpt kemas bilik aku nih, messy tak hengat. Mak aku pon takde hati nak masuk....
Kemas dulu loh!
p/s: Update la sgt, hihi~
Best yer dapat dok umah, relax2, tenangkan fikiran yg constantly berserabut nih, huhu~ Alhamdullillah, aku nih sihat lagik, takde migrain although aku nih cepat rase distress, affecting only my menstrual circle at times.
Mama & my bros sume went Seremban, accompanying my 1st bro, Iwan, to an interview held in hotel mane ntah. I didn't catch the name of it. Mama ajak gi same, but malas lar plaks. Lagipon, bkn senang dpt relak kat umah nih. Plus, my other bros ade teman mama, so takdela risau sgt. Mmg aku tak suke pon, mama drive jauh2. But I was told, Iwan yg nak drive, so okey la jugak. So Mama takyah pusing2 cari jalan, hehe...
So yea, all alone at home with Buckcherry's Sorry filled the quietness, stretching lazily on my bed, updating the blog. *grins & looks around the room simultaneously*
Huh...bila la dpt kemas bilik aku nih, messy tak hengat. Mak aku pon takde hati nak masuk....
Kemas dulu loh!
p/s: Update la sgt, hihi~
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Totally hate this period pain, tsk~
I had to take half day off my work today. So rase nak pengsan tadi, sweating giler2, huhu~
And feel so weird too, to be at home in the afternoon where at this time, I should be at school ke hulur ke hilir.
Hmmmmmmmmmmm....ape2 pong, got myself a freaking GOOD...LOOONNG NAP, hmph.
*Earlier during the day*
I was not in a good mood, so unfortunate for my children. The cheeky ones all got on my nerve today, gave them all my piece of mind, in a lil bit garang way than usual. Pity...but I was tahan-ing the pain, man...
I had to take half day off my work today. So rase nak pengsan tadi, sweating giler2, huhu~
And feel so weird too, to be at home in the afternoon where at this time, I should be at school ke hulur ke hilir.
Hmmmmmmmmmmm....ape2 pong, got myself a freaking GOOD...LOOONNG NAP, hmph.
*Earlier during the day*
I was not in a good mood, so unfortunate for my children. The cheeky ones all got on my nerve today, gave them all my piece of mind, in a lil bit garang way than usual. Pity...but I was tahan-ing the pain, man...
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Right...it's been 3 months that, little children have become a major part of my life. Children,yea...who would have thought? Hmmm...okey, I did.I was kinda like kidding when I said I would want to work at a kindergarten someday & that was like when I was in 2nd year...or 3rd in Gombak...?In which I couldn't really envision my future at the time.
Just when I almost graduated, I tot I'd be working at some banks but then I caught up with my ex-schoolmate, and she suggested I should try this early childhood thing. And so, I decided to go for it. I mean, I need money,huhu~
Of course I had this thing in mind that teaching children would be as easy peasy as squeezing lemons, nonetheless, I was downright wrong...really. With all the Montessori Method and teaching skills involving the children are so new to me. And it's very INTERESTING. The 1st month was hard, I mean I'd to learn them quick to be able to pour on them. And the thing is I'm new, they're new. So yea, I managed...still stumble here & there. But FUN!
Since then, I'm actually enjoying myself now! hehehe...
Despite the tiring tasks but all in all, it really is a fulfilling job because at the end of the day, you have make every effort to make an impact on children for a better tomorrow.
I dunno, but mom wants me to go beyond this. She said I shouldn't be so complacent abt my circumstance now.
We'll see how it goes.
p/s: the thing I dread so much is waking so early every day, huwaaaaa...
Just when I almost graduated, I tot I'd be working at some banks but then I caught up with my ex-schoolmate, and she suggested I should try this early childhood thing. And so, I decided to go for it. I mean, I need money,huhu~
Of course I had this thing in mind that teaching children would be as easy peasy as squeezing lemons, nonetheless, I was downright wrong...really. With all the Montessori Method and teaching skills involving the children are so new to me. And it's very INTERESTING. The 1st month was hard, I mean I'd to learn them quick to be able to pour on them. And the thing is I'm new, they're new. So yea, I managed...still stumble here & there. But FUN!
Since then, I'm actually enjoying myself now! hehehe...
Despite the tiring tasks but all in all, it really is a fulfilling job because at the end of the day, you have make every effort to make an impact on children for a better tomorrow.
I dunno, but mom wants me to go beyond this. She said I shouldn't be so complacent abt my circumstance now.
We'll see how it goes.
p/s: the thing I dread so much is waking so early every day, huwaaaaa...
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Friday, December 21, 2007
I drove Lan's car today. This time was the 2nd trial to driving like a normal being, along with Lan fidgeting in his seat beside me. Last week, I drove around my neighbourhood & luckily the road was clear enough for me to inexpertly driving in a zig-zag down the street. Although, it was far, far, far from perfection...but it was a good start.
*Sigh*
See, I haven't been driving since like forever. I mean God knows how long it has been for being nonchalant about the whole driving thing back when I first earned my license freaking 3 years ago, tsk3x...
And all these years, I had a not-so-wonderful life, often relying on public transportation (the ever so crowded LRTs & ever so annoying drivers' cabs, they either drive like an F1 drivers or drive so slow I would rather walk). Just... to reach my desired destinations. Oh yea, and the ever increasing taxi fares. BORED.
Therefore, I've decided to be able to drive again. I don't know when I'll be getting my own car. And I certainly don't want to rush mom to buying one. I might as well take the time I have now to refresh my pathetic driving skills. Yes, from now onwards. No more excuses. Just shut up & drive *uhuk,uhuk*
Tomorrow, I'll drive with my brother. HELP ME GOD.
*Sigh*
See, I haven't been driving since like forever. I mean God knows how long it has been for being nonchalant about the whole driving thing back when I first earned my license freaking 3 years ago, tsk3x...
And all these years, I had a not-so-wonderful life, often relying on public transportation (the ever so crowded LRTs & ever so annoying drivers' cabs, they either drive like an F1 drivers or drive so slow I would rather walk). Just... to reach my desired destinations. Oh yea, and the ever increasing taxi fares. BORED.
Therefore, I've decided to be able to drive again. I don't know when I'll be getting my own car. And I certainly don't want to rush mom to buying one. I might as well take the time I have now to refresh my pathetic driving skills. Yes, from now onwards. No more excuses. Just shut up & drive *uhuk,uhuk*
Tomorrow, I'll drive with my brother. HELP ME GOD.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Tried to sleep but I just couldn't,huhu~
And I have to wake up at 6am esok,huwaaaaa...
Why couldn't I sleep...? Why couldn't I sleep...? Why couldn't I sleep...? Why couldn't I sleep...? Why couldn't I sleep...? Why couldn't I sleep...?!!!
Azie titon lar...
*heart's beating so fast...*
Hate this feeling...
Please pray for my safe journey keh guys *mwah*
And I have to wake up at 6am esok,huwaaaaa...
Why couldn't I sleep...? Why couldn't I sleep...? Why couldn't I sleep...? Why couldn't I sleep...? Why couldn't I sleep...? Why couldn't I sleep...?!!!
Azie titon lar...
*heart's beating so fast...*
Hate this feeling...
Please pray for my safe journey keh guys *mwah*
Friday, December 07, 2007
Friday, November 16, 2007
Totally hate it, searching for jeans. It burdens me, hunting for the right one.
The RIGHT ONE.
Meaning, Low-cut;Boot-cut for ME.
Aaaannnd I can't even find the one I WANT. I know I'm a little critical & selective about it or shall I say giler cerewet but choosing the right jeans WILL COMPLETELY change your physical appearance. Because in my opinion, no matter how ridiculous your top is, or how cacat/senget your baju is or how byk lemak terlebey you have, wearing a good-fitted jeans will definitely 'hide' it.
So I went to The Curve today, hoping I could find the RIGHT ONE at Metrojaya. Nevertheless, I came back home with frustration & disappointment & mmg giler tension!
Tak dapat cari. If there's my size pon tadi, but the colour of the jeans is just not...right. And it happened otherwise too, I did managed to get the colour I want, but size plaks takde. Adoi...sakit.
You see, how tiring & tedious it is. I'm in need to buy new pair of jeans. I Neeeddd one!
HeeeeeLLLLLPPPP...!!!
The RIGHT ONE.
Meaning, Low-cut;Boot-cut for ME.
Aaaannnd I can't even find the one I WANT. I know I'm a little critical & selective about it or shall I say giler cerewet but choosing the right jeans WILL COMPLETELY change your physical appearance. Because in my opinion, no matter how ridiculous your top is, or how cacat/senget your baju is or how byk lemak terlebey you have, wearing a good-fitted jeans will definitely 'hide' it.
So I went to The Curve today, hoping I could find the RIGHT ONE at Metrojaya. Nevertheless, I came back home with frustration & disappointment & mmg giler tension!
Tak dapat cari. If there's my size pon tadi, but the colour of the jeans is just not...right. And it happened otherwise too, I did managed to get the colour I want, but size plaks takde. Adoi...sakit.
You see, how tiring & tedious it is. I'm in need to buy new pair of jeans. I Neeeddd one!
HeeeeeLLLLLPPPP...!!!
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Yeaayyy...!!! Final's FINAL are OVER!
I'm back at home now. Home sweet home. No better place than my own sweet home zone. Feeling all relief, similarly to when I'd done with SPM years ago, hihi...
Can't believe myself that I'm actually graduating...I mean once I pass this semester's exam, then oni I can consider myself graduated from UIA. So for the time being, I must pray so hard, hoping I'll get a 'C 'at least, huhu~
Tot of typing summore, but so sleepy now...
Tata~
I'm back at home now. Home sweet home. No better place than my own sweet home zone. Feeling all relief, similarly to when I'd done with SPM years ago, hihi...
Can't believe myself that I'm actually graduating...I mean once I pass this semester's exam, then oni I can consider myself graduated from UIA. So for the time being, I must pray so hard, hoping I'll get a 'C 'at least, huhu~
Tot of typing summore, but so sleepy now...
Tata~
Monday, October 29, 2007
And so the Tennis written test is finally over. More importantly, the class is OVER at last. Woo...!!! I've been wanting to type this out for so damn long. It's a total relief.
It really is. Fuh~
Well, it wasn't just a class, it was the class that I had my stress level increased day by day. My major complaint WOULD BE...about the class in my daily conversation with my friends, my boyfriend and family. And I think these ppl pon stress jugak mendengar aku membebel about it. Sorry. I just had to.
Nonetheless, the complaint wasn't so much about the class. The whole thing was about...HER. Indeed, she gave me pangs of anger & disappointment about the way she treated me. As a 'friend' konon, hmph!
And so the test was last friday. First of all, I have to thank Balkies for her company that night. She accompanied me to the class or else I'll be a lost little girl, searching for it (I can't remember to any of any ADMIN building's classes, often confused to that of IRK classes & I'm suppposed to be a final-year student, huhu~)
I didn't realise the moment I stepped in the class that I found myself sitting next to her and without even looking at her, I heard her saying,
"Datang pon...ingat tak datang tadi..."
FUCK. Don't talk to me can anot?! Leave me ALONE!
So much effort to avoid her but I just pretended she wasn't there. I did the test quite "smoothly". The fact that I didn't even know what I answered because the questions were tricky & difficult, however, I didn't feel sorry for myself for not being prepared. In fact, I couldn't wait to leave the class. And not to see HER FACE ever again. So what I did was, I just answered the way I wanted, didn't even bother to check my paper after I was done with it. And I handed it with a smile. Of course, I couldn't leave immediately, so I waited about 10 minutes, in case if my coach had anything to say but I had my bag ready beside me and heard her talked to me again,
"Eh, dah angkat bag, dah nak balik dah ke...?"
DUH! Don't talk me, Paham taaaaakkkk...?!!!
In return, I just nodded, and looked the other way. Can't helped but feeling all disgusted.
By the time everyone had handed in their papers, and I was so ready to run out of the class, all my coach could say was,
"Okey, korang semua, before we all leave, let us enjoy some food bought by a student in our class."
I expected him to say that because, one of our classmates, sorry, couldn't remember his name, only recognise his face; bought KFC for the whole class treat thingie. But KFC at the time, wasn't enough for me to conceal my dislike of HER. And so everybody rushed to the table in front of the class. Meanwhile I took the opportunity to RUSH OUT OF THE CLASS THROUGH THE BACK DOOR. Luckily, Balkies was there to pick me up at ITD building with Awin's scooter, hihi~ Thanks again Balkies! and Awin too, muacks!
We had quite an enjoyable ride that night. Balkies had us riding the scooter around UIA,and it was FUN! Apart from the windy night & hardly any cars around, it has been a long time since I ride it. Just by sitting at the back seat pon best giler, hehehe...
*On the bike, having a blast*
When we reached the junction, leading to Nusaibah college, Lan was there to pick me up for minum2. So aku lompat dari scooter, terjun masuk kete Lan, hikhikhik...
Haaah, but all in all, I felt so much lega. No more Tennis. No more HER-subject. No more severe stress. No more hatred. No more worries. And I'll be graduating soon.
Now, I will only have to concentrate on my Finals next week. Wish me luck.
*Flipping through The Merlion & the Hibiscus*
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