Just came back from shopping for shoes with mom & my youngest brother at Clarks, Bangsar Village. Both mom & I bought a pair each, and for the 1st time ever *I think or that I've just come to realise* that we chose the same colour of our preferred footwear; black. Coolness, hihi...

The thing is, this my 2nd time I had Clarks' on the rack after the 1st pair that I bought almost 2 years ago. And I loved it. It lasted for a year,and I wore practically every single day when I used to work at the kindergarten. The nature of my job requires me to be on my feet from morning till evening *pengsan* so I couldn't afford to wear something that would sprain my ankles when chasing after some active children T_T

And Clarks saved my day =D

In fact, I used to think I won't fit into any Clarks' footwear and I don't really favour of their designs too. But little did I realise that despite the designs, kasut dorang sgt lar selesa okey. Like seriously. Harga pun cun jugak. But yea...comfy. Thus, I decided to get myself a pair for everyday use.

I have the tendency to buy & use a pair of footwear sampai lunyai, koyak2 & in the end, here I come, trash can. It's a good thing though, takdela kasut2 yg dibeli terperap kat rack tuh je kan.


Hmmm...


Shopping for shoes does make your day (^_^)

Hari ini aku berasa sangat vulnerable.

Starting Isnin depan, semester baru akan bermula iaitu semester II 08/09. Bermula minggu depan juga, aku akan menempuh 4 subjek lagi yang aku anggap lebih challenging dari subjek2 yg aku tempuhi in the previous semester. Aku anticipate 4 subjek yg bakal aku amik nih, memerlukan aku utk rajin serajin ye. Dalam erti kata lain, aku perlu:

1) Kurangkan duration tidur di kala tghari

2) Kurangkan menonton t.v series sbb bile dah terpacak dpn computer mmg susah
nak bgn2

3) Kurangkan mendownload t.v series kerana aktiviti sebegini hanya akan
meningkatkan pembaziran masa & sgt addictive.

4) Kurangkan window shopping

5) Kurangkan lepak memlm pas kelas melainkan aku betul2 kempunan teh tarik NZ.

6) Kurangkan berdating melainkan tetibe aku rase lack of kasih sayang & aku mesti
berdating, hahahahahahaaaa...!

7) Kurangkan bergayut di telefon & chatting di ym

8) Rajin2 la ke library, kurang2 ye bile aku tgk org lain tgh study, aku pun akan
dpt merasa penangan pressure utk study sama.

9) Jadikan weekend sebagai masa utk mengulangkaji pelajaran.

10) Dan akhir sekali, rajin2 la bertanye pada org yg lebih tahu & jgn malu bertanye
apabila tak tau/ confused/ sengal. Jgn jadi bodoh sombong, hmmm...

OH MY GOD!!! I PASSED!!!

ALHAMDULLILLAH...

I am indeed grateful to Allah s.w.t for His Kindness, for giving me the chance to go even further. Amin.

Kerun & I hang out together yesterday for some catching up (it's not like we're not going to see each other at campus, but yea...), Tropic Thunder (yea, now I know where that dialogue came from Farah, hee~) & Chili's (ordered dishes giler byk,tak hengat but wut the heck, tempting man...) hihi~

It was good that I finally get to breathe instead of just letting myself locked up the room and I also meant being an unpaid, 24/7 dedicated housewife. I

But then again, it's holiday & I should be in the mood for that. Hmmm...but why am I not feeling it...? Lan's been busy since my holiday started & I don't blame him for us not spending much time together. Work, therefore, important. His job requires him to be at several places at anytime. SoOoOo... I hafta put up with it. Plus,my mom expects me to be around, & of course, not that it's bad thing but...but...but...right now, I feel like I need a retreat.


I wanna go to Shanghai.


I WANT TO GO TO SHANGHAI. Oh yes, that's it.

Great...I can't sleep. All because I had a cup of Nescafe, lucky didn't had two*sigh*
Dah tried guling2 on the bed, feeling restless, then hmmm...

"Online lah..."

Skang nih aku cuti sem. Sgtla best jugak sbb during the semester, I hardly had a good weekend. Meaning I missed out on my family get-together, mother's home-cooked meal & recently, I had to miss out on many open house invitations sbb nak study for Finals, huwaaaa =(

With classes scheduled late in the evening till night (6.30-10pm), I would reached my hostel at almost 12am. See, right after class, I would usually go for some late snack, minum2, lepak2, borak2 & then baru ingat nak balik. The thing is just when the class is about to end, I would be all extra bertenaga to go & hang out elsewhere than during the class session when most of the time, for no particular reason, I get all sleepy & grumpy. Odd? Nah...

There was once when my classmates & I hang out at NZ until 1am, tuh pon after aku realised aku pakai jam, hahahahahaaa...*sbb jarang pakai*
Penangan yer, kene bebel best by mak guard & partner yer. A couple of months back, penah bertelagah ngan mak guard tuh jugaks, but that night, lucky I had come to terms with the whole gelabah situation. Otherwise, berlakulah sekali lagi sesi jerit menjerit, kikikiki~

Point is bile kelas salu abih mlm, situasi ini agak menggangu process tido aku. Sbb yer, aku rase skang mlm ni siang, siang jadi mlm. Tak nak insomnia, huwaaaaaa...

Aku tak tau aku perlu teruskan MBA ni atau tak...

God, please help me...

Pening di Hari Raya

Pening pale rase yer ari nih. Mlm tadi tak cukup tido, asik2 terjaga. Tsk...

Ni gara2 tgk cite Chermin la semlm kat t.v nih. Yang pelik yer haku psl cite2 horror nih, b4 start cite, excited nak tgk. Tapi bile dah tgk, cuak giler plaks dah. Pastuh bile nak tido, terpakse lar on lampu smpai pagi. Terkebil2 aku nak titon, ader time2 tuh antara kul 2-3am, terbayang plaks ader tgn bwh katil nak usik2 aku, huwaaaaaaaaaaaa... T_T

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Ari nih dah masuk raye ke-3, cepat betul mase berlalu. Aku rase cam baru je semlm start raye, huhu~ Tapi paling best raye thn nih, aku dpt solat sunat raye since like 3 years ago la kot, heeeeeee~ (^_^)

Raye tahun ni plaks byk dok umah sbb sedara mare sume decided nak dtg umah aku. Thn nih gaks lar, tak dpt nak blk Muar. Hajat dihati nak blk sesangat; nak main bunga api...main letup sane sini ngan all my bros, & then lawan ngan jiran sebelah. Seronok tak hengat lah! Muahahahahahhaaa...!!!!

Rindu yer saat2 tuh. In fact, nak main bende2 cani, best lagik main kat kampung. Suasana kampung tuh mmg menggalakkan aku buat aktiviti sebegini, heheheheh~
Tapi takpela, panjang umur nnti, raye thn depan dpt la blk kampung, amin...

Oleh yg demikian, aku melepaks je lar kat umah nih & seterus yer aku pon menjadi suri rumah yg berdedikasi. Terima kasih.

Dlm raye2 yg meriah lagik riuh rendah nih, aku nih sentisa dlm pra sedar bahawasa yer, a pile of assignments yg perlu di-settlekan; due date minggu dpn yer cik Azeelia. Tambah lagik, final exam is going to be on 13th Oct, that is, the next following week. Adoi...mane tak bertambah pening haku nih O_o

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Heroes Season 3 dah kuar the last 22 Sept, cane leh aku dlm ignorant??? Ahhh tidakkkk...

I had my haircut this morning and feels so much better now with the new look. Although not much of a change but at least I have a few fringes, hihihi...

Semlm & hari ni, aku terperap je kat umah. Ni pon kira baru baik demam, huhu~ Tersgt la lega sbb dah cuti raye, woohooo...! Lega & happy smpai menitis airmataku *lap2 pipi...sobs*

Sejak start kelas MBA aku last 14 July ari tuh, tak penah la nak enjoy weekends ngan aman lagik bahagia; ader je assignments nak buat, ader je discussions. Walaupon aku amik 4 subjects je, workload cam aku amik 10 subjects. Otak pon asik jammed je, rupa pon dah tak terurus. Stress level meningkat secara mendadak. Seb baik tak migrain. And byk gak movie2 best tak sempat nak tgk sbb byk keje (ni pon penting)

And almost every day lar aku bertapa, melepak, melantak, melangok kat resource room tuh. Buat pengetahuan pembaca yg kukasihi sekalian, resource room ni terletak dlm building yg dikenali sebagai Management Centre. Kalau korunk budak UIA, mesti kenal Celcom Building. Haaa..situ laa. Aku rase the only reason yg aku suke-dlm-terpakse bertapa kat resource room tuh adalah disebabkan free wireless internet connection, hee~ Aku rase tak free pon, dah masuk dlm tuition fee aku kot, hmmmph...

Klau nak dibandingkan mane2 tempat kat UIA yg aku pegi, connection yer takdela selaju cam kat resource room nih. Tapi aku tak tau laa, mungkin ader kawasan2 kat UIA tuh ader fast connection. Yg pasti, tuh la sbb yer. Salu yer aku akan mula sesi bertapa aku dlm kul 10am & stay smpai la time kelas dari 6.30 till 10pm. Kira aku blk hostel dah mlm. Dah tuh plaks, hostelku kat Ruqayyah yg nun jauh disane, kekadang tuh mmg excercise la aku memlm. Aku pon kene lar pikir, aku akan lagik slim pas jalan nih, hikhikhik...

Bosan tuh takyah ckp lar. Dlm bosan2 tuh gaks, terpakse lar aku mengharungi lautan ribut ngan tabah yer T_T

Tahun ni jugaks, aku rase pose cam kejap je. Rase cam baru semlm je start pose. Ni plaks a couple more days nak raye. Mana tak yer, kelas tiap2 ari mlm, siang buat assignment/homework. Kerun pon smpai dah abih air liur ckp,

"Korunk ni tak abih2 assignment, ader je keje..."

Nasib la kerun, dah kate MBA. Bak kate classmate aku, Master Banyak Assignment, hikhikhik...ter-rhyme lar plaks. So, most of the time, berbuke ngan kengkawan. Kira bley kira la aku berbuka ngan family. Seb baik gak la family paham ngan kesibukan aku nih. Aduhai...sori mama.

Tapi bile pikir balik, seronok jugaks pose tahun nih, dpt berbuke ngan geng2 baru, geng2 sengal, geng2 rajin belajar, geng2 ketawa terbahak2 (aku termasuk lar tuh), & yg paling obvious geng2 foreigners. Yg paling seronok, salu sgt buke kat none other than resource room. Tempat ni dah mcm bilik aku dah, tinggal nak letak tilam ngan bantal je, hahahahahaa...~

Yang beza yer time undergrad & skang ni, aku dah tak byk mase free. Kalau dulu, pas kelas je,terus cabut tgk movie. Tak tgk movie pon, lepak2 memane yg best. Almost tiap2 mlm lepak kat NZ ku yg tersayang (teh tarik mmg takleh lawan). Hidup ni cam aku yg conquer. Plus, geng2 sengal aku pon salu buat hidup ni sentiasa ceria; despite all the ups and downs, bile diaorg takde skang ni, rase rindu plaks. Rindu gosip menggosip, rindu gaduh2, rindu poyo mempoyo, rindu tido reramai, rindu tgk diaorg smokok (note: aku tgk je erk...tak masuk campur,hmmmh).Skang ni masing2 ader commitments yg lagik penting, harapkan stay in touch over the phone je lor. Tuh pon cam dah susah je *sigh*

Tapi throughout the last few months nih, byk bende baru aku belajar. Bkn setakat course yg aku amik nih (haaa...yg ni aku explain later), tapi aku byk experience bende2 lain & kebanyakkan yer dari segi aspek sosial. Sume2 ni pon byk mengajar aku erti kematangan & perasaan.

Lepas raye nih, ader seminggu lagik kelas. Pastuh dah kene ngadap final exam, huhu~ Cepat yer 1 sem nak abih. Mungkin disebabkan byk keje, masa pon berlalu ngan pantas. Tak sedar pose pon nak berakhir, raye plaks nak dekat, umur pon meningkat...uiks,ape kene mengena ngan umo...huahuahua :p

Ni aku nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya to sume yg mengenali diri ini. Aku mintak maap la bebyk kalau aku ader buat sesape terase hati, majok ngan aku ke...yg jauh hati ngan aku ke...mintak maap byk2 keh. Aku tau aku manusia biase, tak terlepas dari buat kesilapan. Halalkan makan minum aku erk...

P/s: Ni apsal lar aku bau jiran sebelah masak cookie memlm buta nih...bau cam Famous Amos plaks dah nih. Adoi...lapar.

Banyak yer keje perlu diselesaikan, banyak yer masalah yg perlu diharungi...huhu~

Nak update blog pon dah takleh. Tertekan.

Today was my last day at the kindergarten. Happy or otherwise? hmmmm...

Pagi nih aku tak gi keje. Penat gaban. Aku amik off sbb nak cover balik cycle tido aku yg huru hara.

Sejak kelas mba started officially last week, aku smbung baki keje aku smpai akhir bulan july nih. Sebelum nih, aku mintak off for 5 weeks utk kelas pre-mba, sbb kelas pagi. Selama 5 minggu tuh la, aku rase best giler tak keje,hehehe...

Tp skang nih, dah start actual mba classes, frankly speaking, serious penat, buat keje 2 in 1. Kira dah 2 minggu gaks laa, aku tak tido ngan best yer, huhu...Dah tuh plak,keje dari kul 7am smpai 1.30pm. Then terus shoot gi uia terbang ngan lrt k.j to terminal gombak.

Sadis2...nak muntah aku naik lrt lelame, seb baik ader ipod aku nih, walaupon dok pusing main lagu same jew, huhu~

Kelas aku starts at 6.30-10pm. So bley imagine lar betapa busuk yer aku pakai baju tak tukar2 & tak mandi dari pagi smpai mlm.

Nasib baik tinggal 4 ari b4 aku quit keje,if not, teruk gak la kehidupan aku, ke hulur ke hilir nak travel dari tmpat keje (The Curve) to uia. Ader kete takpe gaks. Tp ader kete pon tak reti2 nak bwk, hahahaha~Harap ulat beluncas je iaitu lrt. Sekian.

Of course,yg tak best yer,duit tak masuk lagik pasni.terpaksa lar berharap kat mama. bab nih yg paling leceh, jap lagik nak beli bende2 merepek,susah laaa,huhu~oleh sbb aku nih mmg anak yg tersgt baik, aku mmg jarang mintak kat mama. lagik2 time skang when i'm supposed to be able to support myself, malu sey...

ni baru 2 minggu aku keje & belajar at the same time, rase nak patah tulang belakang aku nih. jadi aku rase seelok yer biar ler aku benti keje & focus je kat studies tuh.agak2 aku pokai nnti, pandai2 lar aku cari keje part time weekend or something.

wokey, ni nak smbung titon.

muacks to all~

Finally it's Sunday...sigh~

Best yer dapat dok umah, relax2, tenangkan fikiran yg constantly berserabut nih, huhu~ Alhamdullillah, aku nih sihat lagik, takde migrain although aku nih cepat rase distress, affecting only my menstrual circle at times.

Mama & my bros sume went Seremban, accompanying my 1st bro, Iwan, to an interview held in hotel mane ntah. I didn't catch the name of it. Mama ajak gi same, but malas lar plaks. Lagipon, bkn senang dpt relak kat umah nih. Plus, my other bros ade teman mama, so takdela risau sgt. Mmg aku tak suke pon, mama drive jauh2. But I was told, Iwan yg nak drive, so okey la jugak. So Mama takyah pusing2 cari jalan, hehe...

So yea, all alone at home with Buckcherry's Sorry filled the quietness, stretching lazily on my bed, updating the blog. *grins & looks around the room simultaneously*

Huh...bila la dpt kemas bilik aku nih, messy tak hengat. Mak aku pon takde hati nak masuk....

Kemas dulu loh!


p/s: Update la sgt, hihi~

Totally hate this period pain, tsk~

I had to take half day off my work today. So rase nak pengsan tadi, sweating giler2, huhu~
And feel so weird too, to be at home in the afternoon where at this time, I should be at school ke hulur ke hilir.

Hmmmmmmmmmmm....ape2 pong, got myself a freaking GOOD...LOOONNG NAP, hmph.

*Earlier during the day*

I was not in a good mood, so unfortunate for my children. The cheeky ones all got on my nerve today, gave them all my piece of mind, in a lil bit garang way than usual. Pity...but I was tahan-ing the pain, man...

Right...it's been 3 months that, little children have become a major part of my life. Children,yea...who would have thought? Hmmm...okey, I did.I was kinda like kidding when I said I would want to work at a kindergarten someday & that was like when I was in 2nd year...or 3rd in Gombak...?In which I couldn't really envision my future at the time.

Just when I almost graduated, I tot I'd be working at some banks but then I caught up with my ex-schoolmate, and she suggested I should try this early childhood thing. And so, I decided to go for it. I mean, I need money,huhu~

Of course I had this thing in mind that teaching children would be as easy peasy as squeezing lemons, nonetheless, I was downright wrong...really. With all the Montessori Method and teaching skills involving the children are so new to me. And it's very INTERESTING. The 1st month was hard, I mean I'd to learn them quick to be able to pour on them. And the thing is I'm new, they're new. So yea, I managed...still stumble here & there. But FUN!

Since then, I'm actually enjoying myself now! hehehe...
Despite the tiring tasks but all in all, it really is a fulfilling job because at the end of the day, you have make every effort to make an impact on children for a better tomorrow.

I dunno, but mom wants me to go beyond this. She said I shouldn't be so complacent abt my circumstance now.

We'll see how it goes.

p/s: the thing I dread so much is waking so early every day, huwaaaaa...

Nak blog je,mesti sleepy...huhu~ nak bloOoOog...

Yeayyy!!! Esok cuti! hehehe...

How I appreciate holiday more than ever!

A day off from rugrats (as Nairus says it) ,haaaahhh *hugging pillow*

^_^

I'm craving for CAKES...


CHOCOLATE BANANA...


BLUEBERRY CHEESE...


Puh-leeeezzz...

I drove Lan's car today. This time was the 2nd trial to driving like a normal being, along with Lan fidgeting in his seat beside me. Last week, I drove around my neighbourhood & luckily the road was clear enough for me to inexpertly driving in a zig-zag down the street. Although, it was far, far, far from perfection...but it was a good start.

*Sigh*

See, I haven't been driving since like forever. I mean God knows how long it has been for being nonchalant about the whole driving thing back when I first earned my license freaking 3 years ago, tsk3x...
And all these years, I had a not-so-wonderful life, often relying on public transportation (the ever so crowded LRTs & ever so annoying drivers' cabs, they either drive like an F1 drivers or drive so slow I would rather walk). Just... to reach my desired destinations. Oh yea, and the ever increasing taxi fares. BORED.

Therefore, I've decided to be able to drive again. I don't know when I'll be getting my own car. And I certainly don't want to rush mom to buying one. I might as well take the time I have now to refresh my pathetic driving skills. Yes, from now onwards. No more excuses. Just shut up & drive *uhuk,uhuk*

Tomorrow, I'll drive with my brother. HELP ME GOD.